Let go

You know when you have been friends with someone since pre-k. You were there for them through everything and when the friendship ends you think how do I get this knife out when it's so deep into my back? Why can you not even look me in the eyes when I pass you in the halls like you can't stand to face me?Then you look back and remember wow this person made me feel like shit! This person put me down made me stress made me feel unwelcomed in a group of MY FRIENDS! Unloved,unworthy and useless. And you think good damn riddance! I should have done that long ago! I don't need you anymore. but one day I hope I can be as good of a friend as I was to you to someone else and in return in stead of all that shit,I can receive the same kind of love and friendship that I gave. 

School, b&bw and boyfriend

I start school in August and I'm excited! I got a shit load of stuff from bath and body works lotion candles and shit. And last my boyfriend is coming home today. Fun fact starbucks gives you 10 cents off your total if you bring your own cup. 

Sacred space

This I My sister made a post about her sacred space so I'll make one about mine. Starting with. 

This is the all around space I have it in a chest that was painted by my aunt sherry who gave it to my aunt Leila before she passed away. 

This is the inside of my chest from left to right I have a bowl I made in art class and in that I have stones I bought from a herb shop along with a blue sea shell my parents bought me. Blue and grew candles. I have a bottle of holy water and by that a smudge stick also from a herb shop then next to them are an assortment of bottles one from a Egyptian museum I went to as a kid and the other ones I got from a yard sale.(fun fact about the bottles I looked them up and they were used during the prohibition to smuggle alcohol disguised as medicine!) and at the top are some inscents and holder also got from herb shops. 

This is the lid where I have two more bottles and inscent holder then I have a key which hangs from the latch. 

And then sitting on top of my chest I have a picture that I got from my amazing sister and the frame I found at a yard sale! So all together that is my little space :)

In the time I have not been posting I have. Started a new assignment for my English class we are reading Frankenstein. I got accepted to the only college I applied to yippi! And tomorrow I get to go sign up for my freshman classes woop woop!

Yup.

Nothing much has really been happening to me lately. Last week I set off the fire alarms in the middle and elementary schools. Yup. 

Alone

My mother has been sick the last few days so dad took her to the hospital on Sunday so I'm alone with 6 dogs and a taxer. 

Work

I like and dislike working morning dislike because waking up and 5 a.m. Isn't that much fun like seriously no thank you. But I like it because I get to see the pretty sunrise while I drink coffee an eat bacon :)