College

So I have moved into my dorm. I really like my roommate she is nice and reminds me so much of one of my old highschool friends. My suite mates are really awesome too. I'm thinking of joining a sorority I was so unsocial in high school that I think joining would be a good experience for me. 

Let go

You know when you have been friends with someone since pre-k. You were there for them through everything and when the friendship ends you think how do I get this knife out when it's so deep into my back? Why can you not even look me in the eyes when I pass you in the halls like you can't stand to face me?Then you look back and remember wow this person made me feel like shit! This person put me down made me stress made me feel unwelcomed in a group of MY FRIENDS! Unloved,unworthy and useless. And you think good damn riddance! I should have done that long ago! I don't need you anymore. but one day I hope I can be as good of a friend as I was to you to someone else and in return in stead of all that shit,I can receive the same kind of love and friendship that I gave. 

School, b&bw and boyfriend

I start school in August and I'm excited! I got a shit load of stuff from bath and body works lotion candles and shit. And last my boyfriend is coming home today. Fun fact starbucks gives you 10 cents off your total if you bring your own cup. 

Sacred space

This I My sister made a post about her sacred space so I'll make one about mine. Starting with. 

This is the all around space I have it in a chest that was painted by my aunt sherry who gave it to my aunt Leila before she passed away. 

This is the inside of my chest from left to right I have a bowl I made in art class and in that I have stones I bought from a herb shop along with a blue sea shell my parents bought me. Blue and grew candles. I have a bottle of holy water and by that a smudge stick also from a herb shop then next to them are an assortment of bottles one from a Egyptian museum I went to as a kid and the other ones I got from a yard sale.(fun fact about the bottles I looked them up and they were used during the prohibition to smuggle alcohol disguised as medicine!) and at the top are some inscents and holder also got from herb shops. 

This is the lid where I have two more bottles and inscent holder then I have a key which hangs from the latch. 

And then sitting on top of my chest I have a picture that I got from my amazing sister and the frame I found at a yard sale! So all together that is my little space :)

In the time I have not been posting I have. Started a new assignment for my English class we are reading Frankenstein. I got accepted to the only college I applied to yippi! And tomorrow I get to go sign up for my freshman classes woop woop!

Yup.

Nothing much has really been happening to me lately. Last week I set off the fire alarms in the middle and elementary schools. Yup. 

Alone

My mother has been sick the last few days so dad took her to the hospital on Sunday so I'm alone with 6 dogs and a taxer. 

Work

I like and dislike working morning dislike because waking up and 5 a.m. Isn't that much fun like seriously no thank you. But I like it because I get to see the pretty sunrise while I drink coffee an eat bacon :)

Spirit animal

Mary lambert is my spirit animal that is all. 

Busy busy

I tried to write something everyday but now thinking about it I could never do that here lately iv just been a busy bee just between work, school, prom and graduating on coming up I'm just running like mad. On the plus side I got to have a nice relaxing day valentines day spending all day with my parents. We found an awesome building that I took pictures of that I will post. than that night with my sweety. Aaaaaah enjoy the precious moment your life holds 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Doodle

Doodle of the day doodling is super dooper fun!! 

Button

As a senior at our school if you have all of your core classes finished with you can be an aide yippi!! I got the pleasure of being an aide In the middle school office while the receptionist is at lunch so I answer phones help sick children ext. today to my pleasure the principle was actually there and all he had to say to me was negative. First said my tattoos were stupid and he didn't get them. Well of course cause I didn't get them for you I got then for me cause they mean something to ME! After biting my tongue he proceeds to tell me the button I was wearing on my shirt was inappropriate and promotes violence

 This was my button. Rant over. 

my senior year

From the time we are little kids everyone always ask what do you want to be when you grow up
 and if your anything like me you changed your mind all the time
 one minute i wanted to be a fashion designer the next a crime scene investigator
but the problem is why should i have to choose what i want to be?
I see it like this i am expected to make all these chooses on where to work what college if 
any am i going to go and how will i pay for all of it but i have to raise my hand to go to the bathroom 
or have my parents call the school if i leave sick! how am i suppose to be able to make all these
life decisions now when i cant even make up my mind of what i want for lunch!